“Love in my
life”
Everyone has experienced love in their life like in
the movie “Autograph”, In this blog I am gonna explain my list of love stories
from my school life to till date. When I was studying in 10th
standard I was staying in Chennai with my family, my family was staying in the
3rd floor and that girl who was studying in 8th standard was
staying in the 1st floor of the building. She was from Kerala and she
was my first crush. She used to cross my home whenever she goes to the terrace,
that time I opened lot of books in the hall and I tried to show off like a
topper in my class but really I was not. “I still remember we were conducting some events from our
apartments to show up kids talents, she was participating and got some prizes,
but I didn’t participate in any event because I was busy watching her playing
the games”. At last she left that apartment and shifted to some other place but
thing is that I didn’t tell my love to her and it ended one sided.
I did my schooling in boy’s school, so didn’t have a
chance to get relationship with girls. “You can say, got frustrated about this
issue”.
Joined in college for the course of Mechanical
engineering, Mechanical means “Fortitude and determination”, but what is the
use? I couldn’t find even a single girl in my class. During my college I was
staying in hostel, this was the place where I got guts to speak with girls.
“Yup, there was a phone in every block where you can only receive call not able
to dial but we found shortcut to make call through that phone”. So we choose
any girl from any department who were staying in girl’s hostel and used to call
her via that phone and tried to put banter with girls. Like that we spoke to
several girls and got scolded from them but we couldn’t disclose our names
while spoke to them.
When I was studying second year, “First time in my
life talked with a girl directly, she is my relation (Aunties daughter) who was
arrived to my grandma home for celebration”, I too went for vacation to my
grand ma home. We both used to walk at least two kilometres daily, while
walking I used to speak some general things and shared some thoughts, that time
I felt some butterflies were flying and coming out of my heart, b’coz first
time talking with girl and disclosing my personal details like my bad habits.
Now she got married and blessed with one beautiful son.
I got placed in Vedanta through on campus and shifted
to spend my life in Orissa; I don’t know even a single word in Hindi when I
arrived in Orissa. To learn Hindi I started to speak with Orissa girl, she
helped me a lot to speak in Hindi and we talked lots in phone and then she
changed his department. The foresaid girls are just due to infatuation.
One day my roommate told me that he has given
induction class about GAP to fresher’s and he mentioned one girl was from Tamil
Nadu, I heard about her from few of my friends. One day I came to know her
photo has been placed on a banner which was in front of the site office. To see
that photo I went to site office from GAP during my shift that was the first
time I saw her. I got introduced to her through her friends, first I used to
send messages and also got reply from her, that time I felt some butterflies
flying in my stomach. Then I started to call her and shared little thoughts, I
felt she was the suitable girl in my life. I proposed to her on Valentine’s Day
that was a very precious and unforgettable moment in my life. After the
proposal she started avoiding me and sometimes conflicts occurred between us,
but I never minded about that conflicts and I loved her from the bottom of my
heart. I felt this is true love. We didn’t speak to each other for one year and
later we started to speak like a distance relation. I got a job with the same profile
abroad; I thought about talking to her before leaving this company. I went to
her place with two options in my mind ( if she speaks well, I would propose one
more time and if she doesn’t, just say sorry for everything and quit from the
place), this time also God played in my life, but “I am still in love with
her”.
Now
I have given green signal to my parents to search a girl for me, initially I
thought to do love marriage but I think it would end up in arrange marriage.